I had a dream last night about wanting to leave for a trip, getting left behind by others in the group, and doing everything I could to get my family to get out of the house. It was all I could do to contain myself and be patient while waiting for others to get ready. Hours and hours went by and I was losing my mind, going crazy, I just wanted to leave so bad!!!
I think dreams are usually just your emotions coming out in another form. I have been feeling impatient alot lately. I REALLY want to refinish our hardwood floors, but we have run out of money for the moment and I have to wait. I think about how great it will look EVERY DAY! When doing projects around the house, I do it the quickest way possible. And then Thurm usually has to fix the mess I made of things. When I cook, I cook on high so it will cook faster, but I usually end up burning it because I get distracted. And I get distracted because I usually have seven different things I'm cutting, cooking, stirring, etc. because I want to fix dinner as fast as I can.
I used to work at a company where I had alot to do and was usually stressed (I was getting stress headaches and grinding my teeth at night!!!) It was too much work to actually get done in a day, but I busted my butt to get it done. I usually skipped lunches, came in early, etc. After making a few mistakes in a row, my boss said "you need to slow down and get it done right." Which he was right, but I was so pissed because he was the one giving me an impossible amount of work to get done in 8 hours.
Thurm is Mr. Laid Back. He is as chill as they come. He is rarely in a hurry, unless I'm with him. He has been a good influence on me and I have gained ALOT of patience being married to him. I think my dream was a reminder that I need to chill out.
On a different note: Thurm & I have been married for THREE years! He took me to a movie and Thai food. Which, by the way, was EXCELLENT Thai food. We consider ourselves Thai food connoisseurs, and we were both impressed that Tooele's restaurant was so good! We saw "Where the Wild Things Are." We both really liked it, but agreed that it wasn't necessarily a movie for kids. Not that there was anything bad in it. It was just moody, symbolic, and seemed more aimed at adults. I just don't think an eight year old would enjoy it.
Quinn has been SOOO cute lately. He has added "hi" to his list of words. He now has "mama, nigh-nigh(night-night), hot, hat." He has said other words in the past, but has either forgotten them or just chooses not to say them. He has been climbing out of the bathtub all by himself. I had my back turned and felt his hand on my leg, I was so surprised to see his wet little self out of the tub! He loves to read books in the morning when he wakes up. He lies next to me and cuddles in real close while I read to him. In the evenings he likes to watch TV on the laptop while he drinks his bottle. Its so funny how he just develops his own routines and likes and dislikes. What a little person. He eats pretty much anything I give him now. He LOVES fruit snacks, which I don't give him very often, so they are good bribery snacks.
Our basement is ALMOST DONE! I can taste it! Thurm is figuring out how to plumb the kitchen sink. I need to give everything a good cleaning and we are DONE! I posted an ad on KSL, so if you know of anyone in Tooele that needs a 2 bedroom, 1 bath for $675, utilities included, let us know.